Oh, I was just telling Shasha babe how irritated I was with someone who
use super bad english in her entries. Where's the fullstop baby? Where's all
the punctuations?

If you think I'm talking about you, then it's you.
hahahah.

And Shasha was telling me how irritating this girl is.
Her blog link explains why and where did she get our link from?
wadda?
bengaps?

Band camp, I mean, Intensive band camp.
:)

It was an interesting camp where each of us paid $12
and for those who didn't come are to pay $6.
But the food, did not satisfy my tummy. Except for the first day
dinner cause we had Iron Chef where we cooked our own dinner
as a group. The best part of the camp I suppose.

The games part was interesting and I was happy.
I saw MR A but that's just for a short while and then, the mood
changed. Games were fun! Was suppose to pour the whole bucket
of water together with Aaron and Danial but after the count of three,
they let go the bucket and left me holding it. So, the water were all
poured me. yayness?

Got wet and had dinner.
Too little.

Stayed up till 4 I think together with Caroline, Bao Yan, Danial, Darian and Harith.
But they slept. Caroline and I did the last patrol at 3am alone! grrr. Heard knock sound
as we passed by 2t1 classroom. Then we all slept.

Woke up at 6am on the last day.
Head to my dorm and it surprised me that my friends
are still sleeping at 6! We always wake up at 5.30am.
So, I guess they can't leave without me. hahas.

Woke the sleephy pigs and headed to the showers.
Breakfast. Thanks for the food but, 2 pieces of bread with some
fillings each? I swear, it's never enough for a human being.

Break camp and headed home.
Had lunch and slept till the next day, at 11am :)

Mann, I'm bored at home.
I need munchys. Naddy?
I need money. Mummy?
I need entertainment. Arif?
I need someone. Arif?
I need love. Arif?

I need alot of things.

I'm angry, with someone.
for not turning up for band.
get your present for me soon.
I hope you like it. =.=

why can't I sleep this morning?

The weather is heaven and I'm sure that most of you are enjoying it
while I can't. Not that it's forbidden but I can't put myself to sleep.
It's 26th May and yes, it's the Mothertongue 'O' Level paper and some of
my friends are sitting for it. Well, now they are doing the paper.

Mr A and Nadiah.
ahhh, I'm scared and I don't know why.
It's you guys who are sitting for it and I'm the one
who is scared for no reason. Idiot me.

Well, I guess Imma good friends to them right?
I didn't sleep cause I'm scared for them. ok, whatever for?

Anyway,
I wonder, is it really love or just high hopes?
I mean, why would you want to give me high hopes
when you already told me that you won't? righht?
So, what is this? Friendship? I bet this is more than friendship.
Or is this just, confusion?
I wonder..

I'm sick of being at home all day long.
I'm sick of being sick.
I'm sick of being cashless.
I'm sick of everything.
I'm sick of people.

waddahell?

So yeah, I'm not gonna be updating and online from 28th to 30th may.
Reason being, I'm having band camp and I think few days after that too
I won't be updating due to lazyness. yeah, lazyness sure ate me up this
holidays! grrr.

Kay, it's been half and hour that I left this entry unposted.
Cause I was thinking of what to update on.
grrr

read Last Eyesight's Myspace.
ARIO BROKE HIS LEG. ok, i thought the fake sak.
well, it's true. back then when he was sec1

UNDERWATER PAINTING IS KICK ASS.


I'm glad I'm a art student and I'm blessed that I got this opportunity
to do art on the pool bed. We are lucky mann and I'm proud to say that
my friends and I who went for this diving are the first group of people in
Singapore to do underwater painting! COOLNESS.
Catch us on Channel News Asia.

Yeah, some ups and downs while doing the basics.
Screamed in the water.
Lost balance and ended up under water.
The tank too heavy and I fall to the side during the basics.
FUNNY. HAPPENING. I MISS THOSE TIMES.


You guys can read up other 3N2 students blog. : )
I'm really really really honoured to be in 3N2 this year.
I get to try new things out and yeah, I'm greatful.


Okay, I sound like I'm giving a speech like the ministers do.
hahahahahaa.


Results were fine.
Bad grades. I wasn't satisfied with my results.
But serve me right for not trying hard and give my all for the papers.
I deserve a slap on my face for not trying.
Nevertheless, I got 6th in class. I miss my 3rd position though.

I'm gonna miss all jackass in school.
I'm gonna miss reaching the traffic light on time to bump into Mr A.
I'm gonna miss Mr A for the whole month!


Currently, I'm feeling miserable cause someone haven't replied my text.
Yesterday's text messages was funny. Made him a little angry about something
funny and I have to say sorry and do a guys thing for once. I apologies and he
didn't reply. Then I apologized for the second time and this time around, I said
sorry like a million time! got a late replied. haha. Fell asleep while waiting.


Yesterday's after school plan was awesome.
Spent my time over at Alyssha's place. bought our lunch at cwp
before heading to her place. Sang, shit,slept, chatted with the most
lamest female dick on earth. ahaha! Go to her blog to read the conversation.
I swear to you, Liana, got the sickess brain on the whole universe.
Even a conehead is more matured and more educated than her.


sick people with sick minds. How pity.
dotsdots.


So a big blow for me.
David Archuleta didn't win.
Chelsea lost and didn't win champions League.
I didn't sleep to watch that game and got ready to go school for diving
after that and dear god, I'm fatigued.

gagaga.
I forgot I got Religious class exams tmr.
studied? hell no. : )


Alrighttt.
Happy Holidays.
Do your homework people!

I'm having a really good time with my friends.

I know I know, I've been saying this alot of times at my recent entries.
I can't help it. The laughters, jokes, lame jokes and stuff makes me really
really happy and makes me wanna go school everyday!

But, coming to school at this final week seems to be pointless.
Chemistry is being sucha spoiler cause Mr Tan will continue teaching
at far as Chemistry is concern. =.= Other lessons are plain boring.
It's either the teacher let us do our own things or show us some videos
or movies. But, sitting at home is the same. No choice baby.

Miss Lee did'nt come today.
Cher, where can like this. I come school, you too have to okays! : )

After school programmes; plain boring AT TIMES.
I have no idea where to go and who to go somewhere with.
Well, at times I'm all alone and I'm pretty sad.
So, I'll be going home and BAM on my bed :)

I was shocked that Afee darling came to school today.
I thought she didn't want to go for the Art course no more but
nah, it's only today that they come to school cause there's some issues.
soo yeah, I was even moreeeee cheerful when my bacyen came :)
Nabil BACYEN, NO USE LAH TAK PIIIGGG.

Thanks Alyssha for the haircut.
Well, a mini haircut. :) Andd you guys won't be able to see the difference
but I do! haha. And MOMMA, I WANNA REBORN MY HAIR.
THANK YOU.

KFC SITUATION!!!

I decided to let you tell the story.
i can't stop kekeking about it.
nyahahahs.

ok world, as promise.
I promised myself that if Arif didn't reply my text,
i will kill myself. So, this will be the last time you guys will
be hearing from me.

I'm giving all my stuff to my friends ( you guys clever2 give out horh)
I'll give my uniform to the sec twos.
I will give my hair to sakinah, if she wants it.
I will let Naddy have my dresses.
I will give my handphone to Alyssha since she love the camera.
I will give the orange bag to Miss Lee cause she said it's nice.
I will give my eyes to those who wants the eyes to be sepet.

BUT, i will never give my heart to anyone but only to one,
Arif cause I guess, he deserves it. And, it's always him who have caught it.
:)

K FAKE SIAAA. I mean the part where I will give all.
Screw you guys, you guys aint getting anything lah!
Arif replied my message already!

WAHAHHAHAHAHAa.
kesian krg.

k dah.

What's so bad about a person where others have to go against that soul?
I mean, how bad can it be? Is it you, or is it that person?.
Sometimes, you have to reasonable cause now, you're not.

- to whom it may concern

That kept me thinking.
Nevermind.

As you guys know, I'm pretty anxious and can hardly wait for Thursday to
come! Yes, it's the Underwater Painting ( Diving ). :)
Besides Thursday, I guess, there's no more days to look forward to.
Well, the last day of school won't be as fun as I thought it would be.
Results sucks and how I wish Miss Lee would confiscate my Report book
and never, let me repeat that, NEVER, return it to me. my gawd.

Vesak Day sure is a bore.
How I wish today is a school day.
At least there are friends to crap with. :)
Get this people, rotting at home; that is not my job.

Suprisingly, someone did text me back yesterday night
after not replying my text the previous night. Shocked that till 2am,
he finally didn't reply. I guess, someone went to LALALAND already.
grrrr.


91421975
SCREW YOU;
FOR THE UPTEEN MISSED CALLS
IRRITATING LAHHHHH


28TH MAY; 2nd airborne selection
4th-27th June; Airborne Course
*prays* *prays*

DAVID ARCHULETA, I LOVE YOU! AHHHHHHHHHHH!

Screaming that just like those girls on tv :)
Mannn, David A, you're the American Idol alright.
He really can sing and his voice is Awesome! and what the heck,
HIS ONLY 17? guhhhreat. :)

DAVID A is too adorable man.
eh eh, no worries, Mr A is still here in my heart.
aww awws.

enough about fantasy.

Thank you Miss Lee for returning my Bangle back after confiscating it
for only 3 days :) Fast of whhat? I miss my Bangle like heck man.
And nope MIss Lee, it's not from Arif laaah. haha.

alright.

School have been super duper fun this week :)
My friends are the best! There's only smiles and laughters.
I've been camwhoring with Alyssha all this while and yessss,
we did laughed our ass off. Life have been greatt and I do look forward
to come to school and meet my friends :)

I miss my Bestfriend still, Afee.

She came up to my place yesterday night around 9.30pm.
Talk with her and do a little bit of catching up and she headed home.
Ass, I miss her like toot! really, like toot! :)

If you've realised, my post is kinda cheerful with alot of smiles
and laughters and stuff. yes, I am happy now. I'm happy cause
I've been a great time with my classmates and I received a smile
from Mr A on Monday and it was unexpected mannnn. Usually, he won't
look at me and wait till I look at him but on that MONDAY, he smiled.
Azimah and Shasha witnessed! :) yesyes!!!!

And that kept a smile on my face thru out the day :)

Tuesday.
SCHOOL'S GREAT.
Except for the Flu which irritate me. grrr.
Watched TKT'S match against Ace cott.
Yeah, Tkt won but Mannnn, ace cott were good man.
It was pretty intense lah.

Camwhored aloooot on Wednesday with Shasha :)
andddd Silas Hotstuff texted me lah seh! ( naddy, read that!)
That made me happy too. I miss msging him and stuff ya knoww.

Today, Thursday.
School fun, slept on the first 2 periods.
Mr something let us watch some Japanese Anime cartoon
and I only watched it for 15 mins? and went to LALA LAND
with the fan super direct at me. SHIOK OR WHAT, BABY? haha. :)

and yes! DAVID ARCHULETA IS IN THE TOP 2!
OHHHYES, against David cook :) the davids. =.=

Had band practice earlier on and man, it was hectic.
The reallocation of Instruments, collecting band fund and
loan forms and all. tedious. but yeah, all settled :)
YEAYNESS.

I'm missing someone.
yes, it's __________ ( you know, I know)

I wrote 247 I MISS ARIF on the whole foolscap earlier on.
I covered the whole whiteboard with words and my love for him
earlier on. :)

So miss Lee, is this post sad, like you said.
haha. people, My Miss Lee said that My blog a lil bit sad sad, emo2.
I was likeee =.=

OHYA.
Tmr's Woodgrove Idol and I can't wait to laugh at those who can't sing
and I can't wait to cheer and vote for the ones who can. :)
Goodluck kiddos :))

andyeah.
I'm looking forward for the Underwater Painting on Thursday :)
Where about 15 of us from 3N2 will be diving in water and paint!
I loooooking forward. MAN, life's great, apart from the sucky results.
shit you studies.

THIS IS MONDAY'S ENTRY. :)



SCHOOL'S FINE TODAY.

I seriously looove today cause during the Relief class before recess.

Redha, the most popular "chick" in school with boobs as big as ______
( fill in the blanks with your own words ). Well, I personally think that it is
as big as ermm, the size of a 3yearold kid's head?? hahaha.
yeah, anyway, She came to my friends and I and kept on singing.
I SWEAR TO YOU, that face she give is the most toot toot toot face
you've ever seen. SERIOUS. this time, no joking. Azimah & shasha knows
how horrible she looks. haha! RIGHT SHASHA?
Shasha and I was laughing our friggin eyeballs out man!!
I was slamming on the table. Bending here and there, tryin hard
not to pee. Alyssha was clapping her hands and laughing. * aper tu meletop?*
hahahhahas. Seriously, Redha, I love you lah. for making my day.
NAH, FAKE SIAA. redha? hahaa, no way.


OHYA.
What would you feel if something you always have with you
where ever you go, something where a friend gave to you during a
overseas trip, something where you even wear it to bed and only take
it off when you want to bathe or wash dishes. Something you will never
forget to wear, gets confiscated first thing in the morning? I wasn't mad,
I guess. Partly, it was my fault for wearing it still after being reminded
upteen times. But, it's something I'm stick too. I wore it since december,
during my Genting Trip with the Band. And it does have sweet memories
behind it.
And partly, it was my fault too for my words to my teacher.
But, I want my bangle backkkkkk.

Alright.
I received back couple of Papers today
So, I passed my malay, Maths, combined science & Geog.
Not that I failed the rest but, I have yet received the others.
Defitnitely not happy with the marks, especially for Maths.
Haiz, I'm sure that I'm gonna buck up and have myself placed
in sec5 and to JC. Insyallah. :)

The sec Three's had Science Fun day today!
Indeed it's fun! Arif, It's not boring at all laaah! seesh.

I had fun with my group. Initially, I didn't want to be that group.
WHO WANTS? haha, kiddin. Got Umar, Alif, Wei Jian, hong Hwee.
But kick ass, I love them! haha. I really want to take this opportunity
to thanked them for laughing at me about something.
well, I feel at the stairs while "chionging" to the next station.
I was like " eh faster faster! run run run! " but they walked.
then I fell. =.= see, I'm demoralised. I was a laughing stalk and
I was the one who cut scotch tapes while they built the pyramid thingy.
Bully girl sia all this. shit ass.

So, we got the consolation Prize.
It's not about winning lah. I mean, who in the world
would care so much about getting first in such things?
haha. I was happy enough to enjoy the games! :)
For pictures, go to Alyssha's bloggie:)



Walked out of school with a

It's fun to see the mommies smiling today.

Yeapyeap, I was early for Madrasah today :)
Mom dad and Brother fetched me from the Mosque and we
went to Nenek's place at Ang Mo kio.
-Had lunch at Banquet

Headed home and rest.
Mom, dad and sister went to Nenek's place at Marsiling while
brother and I met them there later. Took my own sweeeet time
to get ready and cab there. Had fun at my nenek's place and yeah,
the cake this year is superb! :)

A little argument about this soccer thingy.
All matches are at the same bloody time!
Since sister said I have no say in this, FINE.
I won't watch my Chelsea match cause you want to watch
your Liverpool match. yeayea, you're the oldest, you decide
everything. That's the system.

Tomorrow is monday.
TWO weeks without Afee by my side.
I'm sure gonna miss her and her stoopid little stuff.
Digging nose at my face. Farting and denying.

And of course! Chafeeka!
Life will be darn quiet siaa.

Oh, they need to go for Art course liddat ah at Temasek poly.
FOR TWO FULL WEEKS! damn.

gtg
1 year 41 days <3

When you look me in the eyes;

Gee, that song makes me cry.
Anndd, I don't know why.

So I think, Happy moments don't last forever.
Hopes are just for awhile. Those smiles you gave
me ain't sincere. Those smiles I've put up were cheated.
Where Are You? That happy moment was just 3 days long.
And I thought it would be forever. I thought I've taken a step
forward and yet, it wasnt even a step. It was just a plain move
where you satisfy one of my craving and walked out.

So, this is love.
I have many many choice to choose from since day one.
But, I chose one and stayed with it. I chose to hang on.
Hang on; where I might fail but I never give up. Hang on;
where I might broke down and I stood up again.
Trying all possible ways but heck, he is not playing his part.

Oh god, let his O level's come faster and end faster.
Till then, there's hope. :)

At least, text me, ask me how I'm doing cause I'm not doing fine.

Other than that, I have nothing to say.
It's love that keeps me going.
I look forward each day to see what god brings me to.
Something good, something bad. I dont know but let me
go thru all those shits, cause those things, might be a step
closer to Reefyrah establishing.

lovelove, IRAH.

FINALLY, I'M LOVED

(Yesterday's entry. was Draft-ed and didn't realised it )

Nope, not Reefyrah established. Well I would be over the moon if that

happens. Finally, I'm loved because someone's in love with me!
OKAY FAKE SIAA. Well, I helped Dann with his Art yesterday
and guess what, he's happy with his work, the invigilator said his work
is nice and yeah, everything was purrrfect. SEE, I'm useful!
Enough about that.


YES PEOPLE,
MIDYEAR EXAMS ARE OVER! Hurray.
Chemistry Paper; I don't think I can pass with flying colours.
But, it was manageable rather than the Maths paper. I was super sleepy
in school just now. Well, I don't think it was sleepy, I felt weak, really weak.
My stomach cramps disturbs my concentration for 1 hour 15 mins.


Afee had to meet up with Mr Tan regarding the Temasek Poly 2 week course
thingy. Haish, so that smelly friend won't be in school for the next 2 weeks.
And Shafiqah also. That means, life won't be kecoh since Shafiqah is away for
the course too. Sure gonna miss arguing about Frank Lampard stuffs.


So, had breakfast with Afee after school and waited for her Hunney.
Around 1030, walked out of school with 'em and walked home as they
went some where else. Reached home and watched some Tv where I fell
asleep on the couch. I was perspiring like I just ran a marathon seh. Speaking
of that, some of you might have realised that I perspire like shit everytime I
reached school. And my back will be soaked. I know, I hate it! I guess I do have
alot of fats to burn huh? haha. Yeah anyway, transfer myself to the room and enjoy
the fan. :)



I was enjoying my nap when some people texted me.
WAH seh. Naddy: Irah, can I borrow your iLuv?
Sorry hun, the speaker part the cusion came off. If you wanna borrow
still, then sure. ahah. The condition sucks lah. All thanks to my brother.
Or you can try Afee. She gave me one of her iLuv. :)


Woke up around 6. I know, I'm such a lazy pig.
WHO CARES? I'm sleepy and I'm not well.

So, exams over and thats a relief.
Next up, going through the papers and thats gonna suck.
So, I have to be prepared. Miss Lee sure gonna " aiyo, Amirahhhh"
Haiayyahhhhhh.


Alright, waiting for my sister and brother to come back with dinner!
Shall enjoy my McSpicy then. :)


TODAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.
Yeah baby, it's Marking Day and woodgrovers need not come to school.
So, I slept pretty late. Hmms, around 3am and woke up 11am this morning.
A freak or whatt? That's not enough for me! I guess my cramps makes me
feel really uncomfortable where every sleeping position did not work.

I was thinking to have a hair cut.
Maybe a simple one of a different one. I don't know!
So, did my planning yesterday and sweet-niblets, I forgot
that I can't have my haircut now. Prolly next week.
CUTI LAH BABE. :)

I'm really sick and tired of my hair.
My fringe don't look like one.
My hair looks like a friggin pieace of shit.
My hair is too thick and really, it bothers me.
I HATE MY HAIR. thankyou. :)

Mid year is over.
So give me time to slack now.

I Miss Genting So Badly, STILL!

The fun times I had with my dearest band mates.
Going for Breakfast without showering & wearing my sleepwear
for the last day. Eating very "high class" food at the 1st World Cafe.
Being with my Roomie; Ruby (lol, that rhymes.) Going out shopping.
EATING. Enjoying the awesome whether there. And most of all, the
competition. Really really really, miss those times. :)

As you can see, There have been some changes, well, alot changes
of my blog layout and stuff. Yes, I PIMPED IT. ohhyeahh,
Half Alive, you're officially been pimped. OKAY, waddaflush?

Yes people, sorry for not Re-linking.
Well, all relinked already. Since I have the time to now :)

Intan is telling me about Susuman and I swear to you I'm laughing
my jackass out mann. It's funny though. Alright, some of you might
not get what I mean so, just pretend that you know and laugh okay?
LOLS.

Anyway,
I've been listening to Arif's Breathless song every night and let me tell you this,
that song, that particular song, can be addictive. But, try not to change the lyrics
like Afee did.

The Original Chorus is
You leave me Breathless,
You're everything good in my life.
You leave me breathless,
I still can't believe that you're mine.

What my dearest smelly friend did was to change the breathless to,
You leave me Breastless
You're everything good in my life.
You leave me Breastless,
I still can't believe that you're mine.

I swear to you I laugh everytime I listen to that track
or even singing to it anywhere, anytime. :)

MIDYEAR; PLEASE HANG YOURSELF ALRIGHT.
You're such a pain in every students ass in Woodgrove.
Maths Paper killed everyone. Not literally killed; damn you get
what I mean. I had enough of Exams. There's no way I'm gonna
remain at my class position now. Upsetting, of course but what to
do, all my hard work goes down the bloody drain cause, what I studied
real hard didn't really come out in the paper! How irritating is that?

And while doing maths, I did laugh here and there.
Well, I remembered how stress and confused I was with
the "plus" "minus" signs.

Mr A : you expand this and that
Irah : why? what? which number?
Mr A : (showing this and that)
Irah : Stop and stare at the numbers.
Mr A : Irahhh, 2 times 1 =?
Irah : BLANK.

Is He a bad tutor or is it me who is too darn slow?

haha.




MIRACLE, WHERE ARE YOU?

I'll take this opportunity to send the biggest thanks to that person who stole my
calculator. Really, it's nice of you to put me in the hardest time ever. Don't get mad
with me if I've been saying harsh words, Cursing you and all alright. Cause you really
deserve this. Thanks alot.

Well, I may sound like I've caught the stealer but nope.

=.=
For the first time in my whole life, I don't want to flunk maths.
Yet, it happened today. sucky.

Yesterday was my art paper and I was so frustrated that I was at the edge
of breaking down. I wanted to give up on all papers. What's happening to me?



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I'm sleepy right now.
See, Irah very "clever" for not sleeping yesterday
and so maths till 5am. Then watch some tv before getting ready 4 school.
Went to vista to get some stuff and headed to school.


I wondered, that Someone have been really great to me this few days.
And I felt that we took a step higher. Until a friend of mine told me that
that Someone is cheating on me. He too texted other crushes & EX CRUSHES.
Friend, it's not that I don't wanna believe you but like you said, the EX CRUSH
of His might lied to me that she stop liking him and never want to be related to him.
You too might be lying. NOT THAT I DONT TRUST YOU OR ANYONE but with
people doing all this and HIM confusing me, I really really really have no idea what
to do now.

For short, I need EVERYONE TO COME CLEAN WITH ME.
tell me the truth people. Before I found out by myself. pls.

SEE, life isnt that great as you think.
Yes, I had my happiest time with him but you never know
how hurt I am right now.
So people on Earth who got to do with my love life,
out with it.


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It feels like I have no one to talk to.
It feels like I have no one to cry to.
It feels like I have no more friends.
It feels like I'm all alone now.

Where's all the love I received all this while?
Where are all those people? Yeapyeap, no time for me.
No time for me and my aimless love life.

Heckkkk, Im done with my life.
goodbye cruel world.


HAHAH. fake siaa goodbye cruel world.

Heyy! life finally I'm back to update this dead blog. =.='
Again, I'm in the school library using the computer there to update.
It's only the librarian and I.. Well, Afee is taking her Physics MidYear paper
in the inner room.

OKay, let's update. :)

MYE; sorry people who do care for me.
I don't think I'm able to get top 10 this time around.
I regret sleeping in class for some classes where I should be
paying attention! Haiyah. There goes Click Five tickets and India Trip.
SADD.

Life have been great lately.
School have been fun except for the waking up part.
Life at home have been NORMAL but still, heartaches with some people.
Love life? Yeah, it's all fine. Not getting any better but at least, it's fine.
Friendship, I rather not talking about it. It just hurts.

Not that I fought with any of my bestfriends or friends apart from
the "fake" quarrel I had with the MANU fans in class who mentioned that
I'm a sore loser after Chelsea trashed Manu. Like waddaflush? Me? sore loser?
One question dickheads, WHICH TEAM LOST? my team or yours? lame sia.

And dear Nabil Yuza bestieku, once I showed you the heart break sign,
DO NOT GIVE ME GLUE CAN OR NOT? wahseh, irritating sehhhh.

ahaha.

Actually, my life right now isnt that "fine" or alright like I've told you.
It's pretty hectic at times. I lose control of myself and ended up breaking down.
The tears I shed, no one is there to comfort me. I shed tears about love and my
friendship with Rofiiqoh but heckkk, does "my love" and Rofiiqoh ever notice or
feel the pain I faced? NONONO. See, this is human. They couldnt careless.
At times, I feel like going straight up to that certain people's face and just scream
my eyeballs out. Beast, I know.

At home, I had enough of pushing around.
And I really hope that there's at least a little leniency given to me.
:)

The laptop at home died months ago.
I miss editing ugly pictures of myself and make it less ugly.
I miss sitting down on the couch witht the laptop on my lap
for long hours.
I miss chatting with my friends on MSN.
I miss editing blog layouts!
And clearly my blog is so darn dead now.
Ugly and boring back ground.
The song is like WADDAFLUSH.

fishsticks.

It's 1 year 1 month and 2 days of waiting & counting :)
yeay.

AlRIGTO.
Thats about it.



//where's the love, love?